@ MobilityFit
15:00 Assault bike
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4 sets:
Z press, 10 with 5kg bar
Plank with hands on ground, 0:60
Alternating lift-offs from plank position, x 10
Plank lateral step-ups onto and over a 25lb plate, x 3
Kettlebell rotations, x 10 with 15lb
Tricep kick backs, x 10 with 10/hand
Serratus punches, x 10 with 15lb
Beginning of TGU, just to elbow support, 5/side unweighted
Quarter external rotations, x 10 with 2.5lb
External rotations with elbow on knee, x 10 with 2.5lb
Houghston's As, x 10 unweighted
Houghston's Ts, palms down, x 10 unweighted
3-way bicep curls, x 10 with 1.25kg/hand
Single-arm bent-over trap 3, x 10 unweighted
PVC bar overhead pull-aparts, x 10 with #1
Earthquake bar, 0:60 hold with long red bands and 20s, double orange bands and 12s
Strict pull-ups, x 10 with feet only assisting at the bottom position (no lockout)
Lateral plank steps, x 5 in each direction
Banded tricep pull-down, x 20 with looped red band
Crossover Symmetry rows, red, x 10
Crossover Symmetry Ts, green, x 10
Crossover Symmetry isometric A holds, [10 x 0:30]
@ CSC
10:00 Assault bike
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Mobility, lower body and t-spine
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Safety bar squat, build to a tough 5:
+160 on the bar (223?)
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Glute-ham raises, 3 x 5-10 unweighted, 2:00 rest:
10, 10, 8
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Assault bike sprints, legs only
0:15 on
2:45 easy spin
x 3
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10:00 Assault bike
Today had all the emotions, and, because this is my blog, you're going to hear about all of them.
Lost my shit with Drew this morning. I'm just frustrated and annoyed all around, and when I walked in and he just had me start cycling through the exact same goddamn stuff I've been doing at CSC, I lost it. He pulled me aside and started lecturing me about this being a process and I started crying. I get that this is a process, I'm just so bored and impatient. I'm over it already, and it's only been a month. He said that he's noticed my whole demeanor has gotten worse since the Open started, which is sort of true (it's really hard to sit out), but it really coincided with the week that he let me do all the things then he took them all away. I told him that straight up, that it wasn't fair to tease me that this might not be as long of a process as advertised, and he said that everything is a learning curve for him too, and that every person is different and he doesn't have many people trying to get back to an advanced level so there's no blueprint. We talked about starting to work on my own non-rehab programming at CSC, which I think will make a huge difference. Drew said that I can't start to resent the process and I need to separate what I do at CSC with what I do with him (while still doing all the rehab stuff on days I don't go up to MobilityFit). I need a goal and stuff to do that I can control, instead of just waiting for Drew to add stuff in.
Other than the crying, the only notable things at PT today were the planks (no issues at all), and the strict pull-ups (still can't lock out at the bottom, but no issues pulling or lowering unassisted).
Then I saw Tim, and cried in front of him, too. It's not like he told me anything I didn't know or expect, it was just residual frustration. He basically said that things look good and that Drew is in charge of what and when stuff is added, with nothing dynamic until I see him again (April 11). He did say to expect to have issues at end range internal and external rotation for a while, in addition to overhead. I think he was a little surprised to hear that I still can't sleep, but didn't really offer any advice other than when my mobility improves, I'll be more comfortable. Which sounds like a fancy way of saying this is a process and I just have to stick it out.
Things got better at CSC. Stephen gave me some stuff to do, which was great. I think that if he didn't, I would have probably cried in front of him, too, and made it 3/3 for the professionals in my corner today. I cried in front of Mike last week, so don't worry, he wasn't left out.
Squats felt tough enough for today. Not a max, and probably could have gotten at least another rep or two at that weight, but I'm still super hesitant about going heavy with no way to bail.
Glute-ham raises were fine, didn't stick to a tempo but tried to go slow.
It's pretty much impossible to sprint without arms on the bike (and also, where do you put them?!). I could get up to 75-77 RPMs, but I don't think it's possible to go any faster and this wasn't that tough.
Aaaaaand... finally, Emily wins the award for the most exciting Open performances this year. It's really cool to see someone do literally the best they possibly could and be rewarded for their effort, and now she's done it 3 weeks in a row. That's freaking awesome.